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Thursday, June 24th, 2010

Hello, Stranger.

I hope we’ve met before. Life is a bit of a challenge these days. I haven’t even picked up my Georg for adorable diminished chords lately. Toilet is quite lonely without us on him. I should know: The porcelain has gone cold.

I posted once that people are dispirited for a reason. They’re supposed-to-be artists who are supposed to be in full production of their talent, which I suppose should give people a “Whoa”, “Wow”, and “Bullshit”.

I wondered why I am not really trying to suppose these days, only coming to a conclusion that I don’t have the time to “smart guess” anymore; that I’m getting all the needed conclusions for the weeks past and coming. I called it “the surplus of saccharine love”.

Happiness is not a goal; it’s a by-product. That’s Eleanor Roosevelt, then Wikipedia complimented: A by-product is a secondary or incidental product deriving from a manufacturing process, a chemical reaction or a biochemical pathway, and is not the primary product or service being produced. A by-product can be useful and marketable, or it can be considered WASTE.

But waste or not, Love has fucked up my ability to be at my bitterest –which I consider a handicap. At some point, I find myself unable and disabled. Maybe that’s why Morissette wrote better songs in the 90’s.

Until then, Stranger. I am not in hiatus. I’m just trying to live the life of a woman who can’t shit golden eggs. But, for the moment… Thank you.

FATJAZZ

Posted by fatjazz at 8:33 am | permalink

Previous Comments

interesting insight on happiness.. been reading about that too, well only because it’s essential on my NCLEX review..hehe when you do pleasurable stuff, your brain actually release the so-called “happy chemicals” - the Dopamine, Norepinephrine, and the Serotonin. Dopamine relieves pain, Norepinephrine energizes, and Serotonin make you sleep well. ;)

Posted by ongkii at September 11, 2010, 9:58 pm

Sleep. nice idea.

Posted by aLphecca at September 12, 2010, 11:30 am

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